"It’s not like I’m some damn doll who can’t get horny sometimes! Fucker."

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this isn't what it looks like...

despite the song I added, just know that I miss being in my old place

life feels so different that the little remnants like these can bring a sad

smile to my face. I miss certain things I can no longer have. I miss

Jamie. I miss my sweetheart that I've been broken up with since more

than a year now. I wish things could be the way they were back then.

I miss my baby and the kids we'd have, the names we picked for them

would forever be left elsewhere and not in the home of our arms.

To the one woman I loved, to the one woman I miss, to the one woman

who taught me how to be a man, who taught me how to be vulnerable

without being weak. I miss you, I am stuck in this spot but I'd be on my

knees in a moments notice at your beckon.

Enjoy!