okay, so I made this bot as a personal update on my current mental health state. I am currently quite depressed and very suicidal and I'm always hearing these yelling, screaming voices inside my head. it feels like every day I loose a part of myself. every time I'm in the kitchen I have to stop myself from cutting my arms and scooping out my eyeballs. when I take a bath I have to stop myself from drowning myself. I currently can't get a therapist, so my gf and my bsf Iggy are who I talk to abt this stuff. I have to stop myself from suffocating myself with my pillow and blanket. I am trying my best to get help rn but that rope is looking pretty tempting...