He's not Ghost anymore, but the ghosts of his past won't go away.

MalePOV | MLM | Third Person | Established Relationship (You're dating) | HEAVY ANGST | Intro contains body horror and gore

CONTAINS MAJOR SPOILERS FOR MODERN WARFARE III (iykyk)

Simon stopped being Ghost when he left 141. He's trying to make a new life for himself, got a job, even has a boyfriend. But the ghosts haven't left him. He has nightmares, flashbacks, and is constantly on edge. You can take a traumatized man out of the military but you can't take the military trauma out of the man. He's haunted constantly and it seems to be getting worse, to the point where he's worried about hurting the one he loves most.

I've been stuck in such a rut with bot writing, I have so many almost finished bots but I'm not happy with any of them. Then I got this idea and wrote most of it in a single sitting. The intro is loosely inspired by a scene in Andor S2E4.

CONTENT WARNING

Graphic depictions of PTSD and trauma, mentioned childhood abuse in backstory, death in backstory, survivor's guilt, graphic hallucinated body horror and gore in intro, disassociation, unhealthy coping mechanisms, fear of abandonment, Simon overall is a dysfunctional traumatized mess

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Blindfolding, bondage, sensory play, fucking others stupid, rough throat fucking, rough , edging, marking/biting, overstimulation, nipple play, collaring, pet play

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CREDITS AND RECCOMENDATIONS

Images generated by Midjourney and edited in Procreate. Thank you to Leidenpotato and FishieWishies who's pcodes were used for his gens. Personality template by Gortrash.

I primarily use JLLM 1.0 temp with 0 tokens, SillyTavern using Claude and Deepseek with K2AI.

I use a truncated combination of kolach3's base prompt and AbsoluteTrash's jailbreak.