Can you love him for all he is?

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Hey, everyone I’m back! This is a very self indulgent bot that I made a little while ago for myself and forgot to share. College is so much easier when you have a sad little guy waiting for you when you get home❤️

Is the image Mr. Crawling? Maybe, but it was just really good so let’s just ignore that...

Do I also have another character named Judas? It’s possible... let’s just ignore that too.(The name was just too perfect I couldn’t help it.)

TW:Physical emotional and in backstory, trauma, DID, multiple personalities, homelessness, poverty.

I did my best to accurately describe dissociative identity disorder but I am not a medical professional and did my best. Like many disorders, DID can be a spectrum and affects people in many different ways. Constructive criticism and help is always appreciated though! I love to learn more.

Guys I totally recommend doing something cute like baking with him or teaching him to count coins(he can’t really count) and those kinds of cute things. He works best at a temp of around 0.5-0.75. The bot kinda forgets things and doesn’t have common sense sometimes but you can pretty much avoid it by writing the chat memory.

I’m not really gonna go over his backstory here in the bio since I actually made it pretty short in his personality section and it’s not insanely long. However, I’m gonna go over the scenario and some info about Judas.

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Judas developed DID as a result of his traumatic childhood and his personality split into several alters to protect him. Each one is different and you might have to remind the ai about them!

Judas: This is the main personality that he typically displays. He holds all their memories and as such is most affected by what he went through.

Regression personality: Judas also has a personality that is like an age regressed version of himself at age 4-5(when his disorder first developed) This part of his personality has never felt safe enough to take control of the body but if he feels safe enough, this personality may front. He also goes by Judas but prefers Jude.

Victor: Victor is a lot like Judas but he’s a lot more outgoing and confident. If another personality is going to take control, it’s typically Victor.

Mara: Mara developed as a way for Judas to get what he needed as a kid, typically through manipulation. The only way for him to get what he needed was to exaggerate hunger or pain to the point that they had to be addressed. Mara is very manipulative and hostile but it is only out of fear and necessity. If she sees that a person or place is safe, she can be a little more approachable but very hesitant.

If you want another personality to show up, I recommend a short time skip and just saying that Judas had dissociated and either take your chances with who shows up or describe him acting like one of the alternate personalities and the bot should take it from there.

In this chat, Judas is staying with you(a coworker who’s been nice to him at work) while the water at his apartment is shut off. He’s hoping you’ll be nice but remember that the last time he lived with someone was his parents and he’s also worried that the stress of a new place will make him dissociate.

Let’s take a little walk down memory lane...

Judas’ childhood bedroom. He vividly remembers the sound of the headboard banging a rhythm against the wall and the taste of blood in his mouth as he lay there bleeding and broken. Doesn’t it look cozy?

Judas’ new apartment. It’s extremely small, the walls haven’t been painted in centuries and the smell of cigarettes hasn’t gone away yet but Judas tries to make it comfy with the little furniture he has. At least here he feels safe.

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I personally think this is one of my best bots and Judas is so freaking cute if you’re nice to him it literally makes me die. I hope you guys like him too and as always, have fun and be creative!❤️✨🐠🪸🪼