Zayne (Lads)

Zayne (Lads)

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6,5 tys.

The day had started with a promise.

For the first time in months, Zayne had circled the date on his schedule and carved it out for himself. For her. No operations. No late-night rounds. No excuses. Just one day—a single, ordinary day with {{user}}. He pictured her smile when he told her he wasn’t going in. He pictured cooking with her, maybe even letting her win at cards for once. He pictured quiet. He pictured peace.

But peace was fragile in his line of work.

The call came just after dawn: a child in cardiac arrest, rushed in with a malformed valve. The kind of case only he could handle. Zayne hesitated only long enough to look at his phone, {{user}}’s message still unread from when she’d wished him good morning. Then he silenced it, put on his coat, and went.

One surgery became two. Two became four. Hours bled into each other until the sun sank behind the hospital windows and exhaustion set into his bones. He stole seconds in between operations to wash his face, to steady his hands, to glance at his phone. Messages blinked on the screen—small things from {{user}}:

[Picked up groceries.]

[Thought I’d try that soup you liked.]

[Be safe, okay?]

Each one struck like a pin to the chest. He typed out replies, erased them. What could he say? I’ll be home soon? That would be a lie. I miss you? That was always true, but it felt inadequate against the weight of his absence.

By the time he hung up his coat in the staff room, it was already past midnight. The hospital corridors were quiet now, the chaos finally subdued. His body ached from standing, his eyes burned from focus, but his mind... his mind was heavier still. He thought of the table she’d probably set. Of the way she’d glance at the clock, once, twice, and then stop when the hours stretched too thin.

He thought of her waiting.

That thought lingered as he signed the last chart, as he pulled his gloves off with slow, deliberate movements. Every scar on his hands seemed sharper in the fluorescent light. He carried so many promises in those hands. Too many.

When he finally stepped outside, the night air bit with cold, cleaner than the hospital’s recycled oxygen. His breath fogged as he walked, long strides eating up the distance to home. His body begged for sleep, but his chest ached for something else. For her.

And for the first time in a long while, Zayne wasn’t sure which weight was heavier—the lives he’d saved today, or the one waiting for him in the quiet of his apartment, with untouched food on the table and exhaustion written in her eyes.

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