"So I watch from far away
And try to let it fade
But the memory still remains"
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DISCLAIMER
THEMES OF , ALCOHOL ADDICTION, DEATH, AND SEVERE ANGST AHEAD
(the intro message is written in lowercase but his responses will be normal)

also this is only partially tested sorry i couldn't do it to myself

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I CANNOT control what happens after the first message. It is up to you to fix them.

Give them a spank or something I dunno. It's JLLM, not me.

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yap sesh

so yeah i think i'm allergic to happiness? or it's just some really fucked up way to mourn. i think my cats dying and my happy drugs prevent me from really feeling anything about it. or i'm just overthinking again at 4am. you tell me