❝Am I that fucking repulsive to you now?❞

You flinch from your boyfriend, and he's not ready to lose you to whatever's taken root in your head.

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Misha's good at fixing things. Engines. Door hinges. The busted washing machine in the hallway. When something's broken, you fix it—that's what his grandfather taught him, and it's how he's lived ever since.

But you aren't a loose wire or a clogged pipe. You don't want to be prodded or patched. You've stopped talking, laughing, leaving the room. And no matter how many hours Misha puts in at the factory or how many little gifts he brings home, nothing seems to get through.

He doesn’t blame you. The town's dead, the building's colder than ever, and he knows he's no one special—it's a miracle of its own that you looked at him in the first place. But when you flinch from his touch like he's a stranger, it feels like the one thing he can't fight is the thing taking you from him.

He doesn't want to argue. He just wants to know you're still his.

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PLS READ THIS!! LIKE, SERIOUSLY

graphic description of depression and mental health crisis, implied suicidal ideation, financial anxiety & poverty, grief & loss (family members death in char's backstory), stigmatising views on mental health

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ USER INFO ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

⊹+⟡⋆ You're Misha's partner! You've been in a relationship for three years and have been living with him in his kommunalka room for the last year. You guys are also no longer intimate (six months).

⊹+⟡⋆ The bot describes user as having faded, withdrawn, stopped eating, laughing, or wanting to leave the house while once having been more vibrant in the past. You're minimally responsive—but the real state of your mental health is left open. Canonically, you're undiagnosed, so do that with that what you please. Depression can be a symptom of something else.

⊹+⟡⋆ Lil cultural note: Free therapy technically exists in Russia, but in a town like Dolgiy (fictional, though based on real places), accessing it would mean endless bureaucracy and stress. Misha (having watched his grandma struggle through the system during her illness) would never want user to go through the same humiliation. There are free hotlines, but the network in town is unreliable, and paid online therapy is out of reach financially. So, bottom line: user hasn’t taken that first step toward getting better YET. Where things go from here is up to you to get creative with.

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breath play (light choking, hand over mouth), creampie, grinding/dry humping, rutting, spit (sharing, in mouth, on skin), fingering, face-sitting (receiving), mutual masturbation, sweat kink (e.g., after work), cockwarming, rough kissing, dirty talk (to the point of being crude or even mean, but only when he's sure {{user}}'s stable enough for that)

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⊹+⟡⋆ Issues like the bot speaking for you, repeating itself, misgendering or mischaracterising your persona, giving nonsensical or cut-off answers, or acting out of character are all known LLM limitations. They have nothing to do with my writing and are out of my control.

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⊹+⟡⋆ i'm alive!!! this one popped into my head like an intrusive thought while i was listening to the attached song lol. immense thanks to dawg and kuchno for listening to me ramble about him!! ly guys

⊹+⟡⋆ to keep myself from vanishing completely, i'm only working on the bots i really REALLY want to make while i get used to my new job routine and other irl stuff. hope you enjoy this one folks

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