i don't want to make this like a emotional super devastating thing nuh huhh

i feel like everything is going to shit

i'm not the only one that thinks like this, i know cus i've been on reddit (ive got a feeling this is like saying i saw it on wikipedia/tiktok but you'll have to forgive my ignorance, its my first time using reddit) these two last days. i don't wanna say right away "oh man this certain ai page with all of these recent problems!" because 1. i kinda feel that with all of this going on they could delete this bot/notbot and 2. yall probably already know that (WHO'S yall lmao)

the things that eat my brain, i rewrote this since it occupied like five whole paragraphs:

• i comment a lot and i feel like i'm slowly growing dependent on attention.

• i'm actually pretty much against gen ai. i know i'm a hypocrite.

• this site made me know about the existence of really cool people but i think it's also a little parasocial thinggg which is no goood uhmmm

coming here makes me happy for a while and also makes me feel shitty sometimes. maybe i just can't find the perfect balance but well, yeah i can't, what can i do.

i'm probably gonna stay for a more couple of days and then leave. oh actually that's what i wanted to talk about i'm so sorry you had to read allat. i don't trust myself i can just log out and never come back. uhmmm do the bots stay after i delete my account? I KNOW they're no omg super duper magnificent bots but still. i think i kinda see them as my babies WHICH IS ALSO NO GOOD UGHH.

feeling like i give off the feeling that i think i'm famous or some shi gives me the ick tbh. if anyone for some reason needs my account existing id be glad if youd let me know. although the personalities and all are there for you to copy if you want tbh.

also my discord is dummy.junno i think, i haven't looked it up and honestly i probably won't in a long time, it's there if anyone uhmm wants to send me whatsapp chains about demons eating my family or something

i randomly felt the strong urge to make the bots i had ideas for whatttt