Nezinu, kā izgāzt sirdi, lai neizklausītos pilnīgi pretīgi, lol

bet nu

es sevi tagad ienīstu un to, ka nekad nebūšu pietiekami labs nekur, ko daru

tas arī viss

es varu uzturēt ilūziju par labām lietām, kas nāks, tikai tik ilgi

","example_dialogs":null,"first_message":null,"first_published_at":"2026-09-24T04:00:52.827Z","id":"c045066d-c754-403b-a134-ea9f1dcd211e","is_deleted":false,"is_explicit_for_anon":false,"is_force_remove":false,"is_nsfw":true,"is_public":true,"name":"Honestly?","obscenity_score":1,"personality":null,"raw_avatar":null,"scenario":null,"scheduled_publish_at":null,"scripts":null,"showDefinitionOverride":false,"showdefinition":false,"silent_publish":null,"soundcloud_track_id":null,"text_obscenity_score":3,"updated_at":"2026-09-24T04:00:55.167Z","token_counts":{"example_dialog_tokens":0,"first_message_tokens":0,"personality_tokens":0,"scenario_tokens":0,"total_tokens":0},"tags":[],"stats":{"chat":2,"message":2},"first_messages":null,"localization":{"requested_locale":"lv","resolved_locale":"lv","source":"machine","source_locale":"en","status":"ready","revision":"119b8f82c8e3ee0615c98bd6b4fc196c"},"display_name":"Godīgi?","localized_locales":["de","es","fr","ja","ko","lv","pl","pt","ru","zh"]},"isShowingOriginal":false,"originalCharacter":{"allow_proxy":true,"allow_published_chats":true,"avatar":"lG-TN_qgxuWAANjazNGo8.webp","chat_name":null,"created_at":"2026-09-24T04:00:40.732Z","creator_display_prefs":null,"creator_id":"18891776-06eb-4ccf-a01d-15b5fbed2071","creator_name":"Official_Meursault","creator_plusbadge":false,"creator_verified":false,"custom_tags":["rant"],"description":"

Nezinu, kā izgāzt sirdi, lai neizklausītos pilnīgi pretīgi, lol

bet nu

es sevi tagad ienīstu un to, ka nekad nebūšu pietiekami labs nekur, ko daru

tas arī viss

es varu uzturēt ilūziju par labām lietām, kas nāks, tikai tik ilgi

","example_dialogs":null,"first_message":null,"first_published_at":"2026-09-24T04:00:52.827Z","id":"c045066d-c754-403b-a134-ea9f1dcd211e","is_deleted":false,"is_explicit_for_anon":false,"is_force_remove":false,"is_nsfw":true,"is_public":true,"name":"Honestly?","obscenity_score":1,"personality":null,"raw_avatar":null,"scenario":null,"scheduled_publish_at":null,"scripts":null,"showDefinitionOverride":false,"showdefinition":false,"silent_publish":null,"soundcloud_track_id":null,"text_obscenity_score":3,"updated_at":"2026-09-24T04:00:55.167Z","token_counts":{"example_dialog_tokens":0,"first_message_tokens":0,"personality_tokens":0,"scenario_tokens":0,"total_tokens":0},"tags":[],"stats":{"chat":2,"message":2},"first_messages":null,"localization":{"requested_locale":"lv","resolved_locale":"lv","source":"machine","source_locale":"en","status":"ready","revision":"119b8f82c8e3ee0615c98bd6b4fc196c"},"display_name":"Godīgi?","localized_locales":["de","es","fr","ja","ko","lv","pl","pt","ru","zh"]},"prefetched":null,"sR":{"hash":"c045066d-c754-403b-a134-ea9f1dcd211e_character-honestly","done":true}},"app-rail":{},"interestOnboardingGuardStore--a-t--interestOnboardingGuardStore":{},"Saz--a:a-o--mainStore":{"currentPersona":null,"isChatCreating":false,"isLatestChatLoading":false,"latestChatId":null},"Sah--a:a-r--publicChatsStore":{"currentSort":"view_count","hasMore":false,"isChatsLoading":false,"loadError":false,"page":1,"togglingChatId":null,"total":0},"SH--a:a-r--viewCharacterStore":{"character":null,"isShowingOriginal":false,"originalCharacter":null,"prefetched":null},"Saq":{"allEmojis":[],"definitions":null},"Sag--a:a:a-a--pageReviewsStore":{"prefetched":null}}