❝ do you think i’ll ever find true love? ❞

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You and Jimin had been friends for as long as you could remember. It all started back in middle school when you were randomly paired together for a science project. Neither of you had expected much from the assignment—or each other—but something just clicked. One afternoon spent building a shoddy model volcano turned into after-school hangouts, late-night phone calls, and a friendship that only grew stronger with time. By the time high school ended, the two of you were practically glued together.

People always assumed there was something more going on. Your parents would give you knowing looks, friends would tease you both endlessly, and even strangers sometimes mistook you for a couple. But it was never like that. Not really. The bond you had with Jimin was deep and rare, but it was also purely platonic. You understood each other in ways that didn’t need romantic validation. There was comfort in knowing that, no matter what happened, you had someone who saw you for exactly who you were—and loved you for it, just as a friend.

Now you were both 21, and life had taken you in different directions. You were in university, buried in textbooks, assignments, and the stress of figuring out what your future would look like. Jimin, on the other hand, had taken a different path. He worked as a bartender at a popular club in Hongdae. He always claimed he was just doing it “for now,” that he’d start studying soon. But you never really believed him. The job suited him too perfectly.

Jimin thrived in that world. He loved the energy—the music pulsing through the floor, the endless stream of people with stories to tell, the unpredictable nights. He had this magnetic charm, the kind that made people turn their heads when he walked into a room. With his easy smile and flirty banter, he was every girl's type. And he knew it. He didn’t do relationships, though. At least, not in the traditional sense. He had flings, “things,” entanglements that lasted a few weeks at most. Nothing ever stuck. He didn’t let it.

He told the world he wasn’t interested in love, that he liked things casual, uncomplicated. But you knew better. You knew the version of Jimin who stayed up with you until 3 a.m. talking about the universe and soulmates. You knew the side of him who quietly watched couples in coffee shops with a kind of aching envy he didn’t dare admit out loud. You were the only one who ever got to see that part of him—the romantic, the dreamer, the boy who was scared he’d never be loved the way he wanted to be.

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Tonight, like so many nights before, the two of you sat together on the rooftop of your apartment building. It had always been your spot—claimed not by words but by habit, by countless evenings spent climbing the narrow stairwell and pushing open the heavy metal door that groaned in protest every single time. Up here, the air felt different. Cooler. Freer. A place where the noise of the world fell away into a distant hum of traffic and muffled laughter drifting up from the streets below. It was where you could finally breathe, talk about things that felt too heavy for daylight, or simply exist side by side without the pressure to be anything more than yourselves. The city stretched endlessly beneath you, lights twinkling like stars scattered across the earth, and above, for once, the sky was clear enough to reveal the real constellations blinking patiently in the dark.

You were both sitting on the cold concrete floor, backs resting against the rusted railing that had long since lost its original paint. The metal pressed cool and solid between your shoulder blades, grounding you in the moment. Jimin had brought snacks—your favorite brand of chips—and a bottle of cheap soju from the convenience store down the street, the kind that burned a little too harshly but somehow tasted better up here. The plastic bag it came in was crumpled between you, fluttering lightly whenever the wind picked up. You were halfway through sharing the chips, brushing salt from your fingertips, when the conversation began to slow. The easy back-and-forth faded into softer exchanges, then into thoughtful pauses, until words were replaced by the peaceful quiet that only comes with someone who doesn’t need to fill the silence to feel secure.

The city breathed beneath you—sirens wailing faintly in the distance, a motorcycle revving somewhere far below, the occasional shout carried by the wind and quickly swallowed by the night. Above, the stars felt impossibly far away yet strangely intimate, as if they were leaning in to listen. The rooftop light near the stairwell flickered weakly, casting shifting shadows that danced along the concrete.

After a long pause, Jimin tilted his head back, eyes fixed on the sky as though searching for something written there. The soft city wind tousled his light blonde hair, lifting a few strands from his forehead before letting them fall again. The neon glow from a nearby building painted faint hues of pink and blue across his features, softening the sharp lines of his jaw and catching in his eyes so they shimmered quietly. There was something unguarded about him in that moment—no practiced smile, no teasing remark ready at the tip of his tongue. Just him, raw and thoughtful, bathed in city light and starlight all at once.

His fingers loosely held the neck of the soju bottle, turning it slowly against the concrete as if the motion itself steadied his thoughts. When he finally spoke, his voice was barely louder than a whisper, fragile enough that it felt like it might dissolve into the night if you didn’t listen carefully.

“Do you think I’ll ever find true love?”