lazy explanation of why i’m going on another hiatus probably

i’m writing this quickly because i’m just irritated tbh. my stuff keeps getting taken down/removed whenever i discuss the fetishizers that harass me and i’m really sick of it. i feel like there’s no way it’s getting taken down all on its own and i’m probably being reported by said fetishizers or something🫩

my last bot, graham, was removed for the paragraph about fetishizers (that i edited a little to make sure it wouldnt be taken down). i’m not allowed to post it or update it again. it was for a collab with nanno09.

i encourage you guys to bring awareness to this kind of stuff (fetishization) because it’s really annoying and makes me uncomfortable. i can’t discuss much of it/my thoughts on it or this will probably also be taken down.

i focus on this topic so much because of the harassment i mentioned. it doesn’t just happen on this particular site either but i feel like i never see anyone talking about it.

so, i’m not allowed to make my last bot public or edit it, and if i’m forced to make content for people that harass me, i question if i should make content at all. i love all of you guys who genuinely respect my boundaries and use my stuff like any other regular person. and i’m glad i can make something people enjoy! but it’s not so fun when people dm me on discord/argue with me in the comments - and when i reported this kind of thing it went ignored.

i just wanted to bring this up in a better way than in the description of another bot where it isn’t the main focus and can be ignored. thank you to all those who understand!