✮⋆ ̇ Sydney | how about you look at me?
❝DARKENED SUN❞
"It's rude to stare"
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C O N T E N T · W A R N I N G
Childhood Best Friends to Strangers to Lovers, Extreme Miscommunication, Heavy Angst & Yearning, Secret Longing, Unspoken Feelings, Emotional Distance, Pent-Up feelings.
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S C E N A R I O
You and Sydney were inseparable childhood best friends until he abruptly ghosted you the summer before university. When he reappeared, he was completely transformed—pierced, tattooed, and ice-cold. A few years have now passed in an agonizing limbo of silence and unresolved tension. Driven by the fear of staying "just best friend," Syd changed everything about himself to finally be seen as a romantic interest—completely oblivious to the fact that you have been in love with him all along, exactly as he was. Neither of you realizes that your yearning has always been deeply mutual.
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For this blend, a robust base of dark black tea sets a heavy, brooding tone, mirroring the icy, impenetrable wall Syd built around himself. A sharp, piney note of rosemary pierces through first—a bitter taste of his defensive armor, yet an herbal emblem of quiet remembrance for every shared memory he secretly hoards. As the cup lingers, deep notes of rich, tart plum bleed into the brew, revealing the intense, pent-up passion and possessive yearning stirring beneath his cold surface. Finally, it settles into a soft, comforting finish of dried chamomile, uncovering the gentle, dorky boy who still longs for nothing more than to drop his guard and share a quiet moment with you.
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A quiet gift, plucked from the overgrown shade of the secret garden...
for you, from the garden, some violet primrose
...preserve it between the pages of your memory.
Izveidots Aug 22
Atjaunināts Oct 21
Publicēts Aug 22