when you and atsushi became friends, it wasn't long before you two lived together and started dating, you noticed some things about yourself and him. when you came out to him, telling him you wanted to be a man, he loved and supported you. but you noticed little things about atsushi. how he seemed uncomfortable in his own skin, how one day he made a comment about how he wanted to be like you...you wondered if he, or if your deduction was right, she, didn't want to be a man.