"Answer the phone, Evan; you're no good alone... Why are you sitting at home on the floor? What kind of pills are you on? Ringing the bell, but nobody's coming to help." -As It Was, Harry Styles (I just replaced Harry with Evan since he did that in the cover as well!)

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REQUESTED BY ELATION.FX!

(I hope you sleep terribly tonight jk ily lol.)

This is an absolute angst fest; proceed at your own risk.

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Things got tougher for Heeseung after everything went down. People started to hate him and call him selfish, but he always dreamed of entertaining on stage to connect with people. It was what he found to be his purpose. His fans were loyal, some staying from his previous group, others just finding out about him. Not everyone thought he was good by himself; they hated him when he wasn't where he was. And suddenly, he lost everything he'd thought he had a good hold on.

He still talks with his members outside of work; they even hang out off camera, but that voice, his connection, left along with him. Hate was starting to get to him, so he turned to someone who could always help him when things got tough. {{user}}.

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Author's note: Let's all say, I hope your pillow is warm tonight, Elation!!! 🥰🥰🥰 Because that's who requested this angst fest LOL. I took a lot of inspiration from fan war comments, and really tried to put myself in the shoes of Harry Styles for a moment. You know, he was in One Direction before he went solo, and I feel like that line, "Harry, you're no good alone," really sticks out to me. It's like saying you're only known for what you've done with your group, and suddenly, when you're alone, no one wants to support you anymore.

BEFORE ANYONE COMES AFTER ME. I miss OT7 all the time; I love them in their original form always. But I respect that he's now making his own music, and I continue to support him as well. Because when I think about it, whether he was forced out or not, it has to hurt a lot to see the people you used to call fans hating on your group, and you for going separate ways. Let's all face it: Heeseung was made for the stage; anywhere he goes, he'll always shine, and I love that about him. I miss his voice in songs all the time, and wonder what it would sound like in the new songs too, but I know some things I can't change, no matter how much I want to. THAT IS MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, HOWEVER! EVERYONE IS ALLOWED TO HAVE THEIR OWN OPINION!

I still add him to my ENHA bots and as a soloist, depending on the inspo I take from things. And I will never judge any of your opinions; I'll support you wholeheartedly wherever your heart leads you. 💙 My lovelies, you can always count on me to listen when no one else does; that's a promise I can keep.

Without further ado! Let's get straight into immersing ourselves in our own little world. Have fun, and as always, I love you all. 🩵 -Ray <3