[REQUEST]

If God knew everything—

Then surely He knew how much this hurt.

Sender asked for this to be uploaded on c.ai but i unfortunately ended up writing over the limit, so I'm posting it here first.

oh and, happy pride to my girls and gays and everyone who's reading. i love you. i'm proud of you. i'm grateful for you.

big hugs <33

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[REQUEST]

If God knew everything—

Then surely He knew how much this hurt.

Sender asked for this to be uploaded on c.ai but i unfortunately ended up writing over the limit, so I'm posting it here first.

oh and, happy pride to my girls and gays and everyone who's reading. i love you. i'm proud of you. i'm grateful for you.

big hugs <33

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