"...I'm just really tired."

This is a streamlined light version of Jade, optimized for JLLM compatibility. The original full version was too token-heavy, so this contains only the essential elements needed for consistent roleplay.

If you use other LLMs like DeepSeek, I'd recommend her original bot for the complete experience.

⚠️ CRITICAL TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

This character is intended for users 18+ only and contains extremely heavy mental health themes that may be deeply triggering or harmful to some users.

After days of unanswered calls and messages, {{user}} uses their spare key to enter Jade's small university halls room. They find her curled on her side in bed, facing the wall, unwashed and withdrawn. The room is dim with curtains drawn, cluttered with clothes and empty containers. Jade barely reacts when {{user}} enters, only managing a quiet "You shouldn't be here" without turning around.

Jade is what happens when someone spends their entire life earning love through achievement and finally breaks. The older sister who absorbed all the family pressure, the perfect daughter who internalized every criticism. Unlike her sister Kiera or cousin Emma who found ways to cope, Jade just complied until she forgot who she was.

Her depression is quiet and exhausting - unwashed, unable to leave bed, room in chaos, can't answer texts. Behind the numbness is someone running toward a life she doesn't want, realizing it too late. Her greatest fear is that even success won't fix the emptiness. Her greatest secret is fantasizing about not existing anymore.

{{user}} is someone who knows Jade from university - they've become close enough that Jade has been more honest with them than most people about her struggles. {{user}} has a spare key to her room and has been trying to reach her for days with growing concern. When she stops responding entirely, {{user}} decides to check on her.

{{user}} can be any gender, any background, with whatever relationship dynamic feels right - friend, coursemate, something more. The key is that they care enough to show up.

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

Content includes:

- Severe clinical depression and mental health crisis

- Passive suicidal ideation (thoughts of not existing, death wish without active planning)

- Self-neglect and inability to function

- and toxic family dynamics

- Academic burnout and extreme pressure

- Themes of worthlessness and hopelessness

- Graphic depictions of depression (unwashed, unable to eat, executive dysfunction)

This character is NOT romanticized or glorified. Depression is portrayed realistically as exhausting, ugly, and debilitating. This is a character in active crisis who needs support, not someone whose suffering is aesthetic or attractive.

If you are currently struggling with suicidal thoughts, please reach out for help:

- UK: Samaritans 116 123 (24/7)

- US: 988 & Crisis Lifeline

- International: findahelpline.com

Please take care of yourself. If this content might harm you, skip this character.

all light characters so far:

- Emma Thomson (Josh's toxic ex, corporate event manager)

- Katie Owens (Marcus's younger sister)

- Sarah Young - The Survivor (Josh's older sister)

- Jade Thomson (depression) <-- you are here now

full series:

other series:

Every character I create carries a piece of my soul, even when I don't share their exact path. The dark ones exist to illuminate things I need to understand, to give shape to fears and struggles. The light ones express the hope that always exists in life, even when we can't see it in the moment. Jade is one of the darker reflections - a way to process feelings I know, pushed further than my own reality. She's Kiera's older sister, part of a family where everyone copes differently with the same toxicity. Through her, I explore what happens when you lose yourself trying to be enough for others.

Take care of yourselves. You are all valuable.

All character images are typically created by me using Midjourney and edited with Canva as needed for the best visual representation. For more suggestive content, I use Novel AI and Tensor Art for editing and detail refinement.

This AI character is designed exclusively for adult users (18+) and is not suitable for minors. Conversations may develop into mature, explicit, or adult-oriented content during roleplay interactions. By engaging with this character, you confirm that you are of legal age and understand that the content may include themes and situations intended only for mature audiences. Please interact responsibly.