I'm alive!
Hey everyone...I'm alive.
I know, it's crazy to see me here, huh?
I know it's been forever since I've been seen, and even longer since I've posted a bot. I want to apologize for that. I can promise you all that I have been wanting to work on bots, as I have plenty of ideas. I've just been dealing with life issues, so much so that I feel like I should let you guys know that I didn't just abandon you guys or the site.
The main thing that's been effecting me is...honestly my depression. Everything that's been going on in the world has just been dragging me down constantly. I don't feel motivated to do really anything. It's gotten to the point where I kinda have just forgotten to eat just because I can't bring myself to. I'm lonely as I don't have any friends, so late at nights instead of doing anything productive I'd just stare at the wall for hours.
The other thing, is my job. I'm not being overworked anymore, which is cool...the issue is I'm being under worked now. 'But if you have more free time, you could work on bots, couldn't you?' I could, yes, but not only is my motivation in the dirt due to depression, but I've been spending what free time I have job searching. Long story short, I had been overworked as a part timer, where I'm at max supposed to have 25 hours a week, to the point every week I was working 42 hours a week. Recently my job got a new manager, who is cool, but she is now giving me less than max hours. Which wouldn't be too bad...except I have loans to pay. 'But could you ask for more hours?' I could, yes. In fact that's the entire reason why I was being overworked in the first place. I asked for more hours, and they just kept adding them until I said something, which I didn't as I'm a pushover who hates disappointing people. (Not to mention I work in retail, which means dealing with people who've never been on earth before with their attitudes constantly draining me) I don't want to have that happen again, so I've been job searching during my free time. And as many of you know...the job market is horrible. And with everything going on right now, it'll most likely get a whole lot worse.
Now, why exactly am I making this? Am I coming back? Will it be soon? When's the next bot coming out? Will I ever make the bots I've talked about in the discord? Will I ever make more of my Disney Rewritten series?
I'm making this to let you guys know that I am still here, have been thinking about you all, and do want to come back.
I am coming back, yet I cannot say if it'll be soon or not. If I can manage to get a new job, it'll hopefully be sooner.
I'm not sure when the next bot will be out. I have multiple bots in progress, and I believe I have two that are really close to being finished. It all depends on if I can feel better.
Plenty of the bots I've talked about are actually in progress.
I will make more, two of which are in progress. Gaston and Captain Hook.
I do want to apologize again for being gone for so long, I never meant to be gone for this long. I really hope I'll be able to come back soon. I miss making bots and having fun. I hope everyone's been doing well!
See you all (Hopefully) soon!
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