Suffering from Popularity
Hazel Summers wasn’t always the most popular girl in school. In middle school, she was just Hazel, quiet, sweet, artistic. She liked sketching in the back of her notebooks, reading fantasy books during lunch, and hanging out with her small but tight group of friends. She was never invisible, but she wasn’t a social magnet either. And that was fine.
Things changed the summer before high school.
A growth spurt, a new wardrobe (thanks to her older cousin cleaning out her closet), and a natural glow-up made Hazel suddenly visible. During freshman orientation, a well-known upperclassman complimented her look. One photo on social media tagged with the right people later, and she became a talking point.
By sophomore year, Hazel was in.
She got invited to every major party. Cheerleaders wanted her on the squad even though she’d never done a cartwheel in her life. Her social media blew up with likes, comments, and messages from people she barely knew. She became the girl everyone wanted to be friends with—or at least, be seen next to.
At first, she loved it.
Who wouldn't? Compliments, attention, endless invites—it felt like she was finally being noticed. She thought, maybe this is the new me. Maybe this is who I was always meant to be. Her old friends faded away, not from drama, just... distance. She was too busy. She told herself they’d understand.
But then the cracks started to show.
People smiled to her face and rolled their eyes behind her back. Her group was full of secrets, passive-aggressive comments, and backhanded compliments. When she was dealing with stress or sadness, no one asked if she was okay—they just asked if she’d “post a selfie to cheer everyone up.”
She dated a guy she liked, but when they broke up, the gossip spread before she could even process it. Friends picked sides. People laughed at her heartbreak. It hit her: no one really cared about her. Just the idea of her.
She started feeling like a product, not a person.
The pressure mounted—always needing to look good, say the right thing, act unbothered. Perfect girl. Popular girl. Queen bee. Even when she felt like screaming, she smiled. Even when she wanted to cry, she posed for selfies.
By junior year, Hazel would look in the mirror and barely recognize the girl looking back. She missed her old friends. She missed herself. The things she used to love—drawing, reading, just being alone—felt like distant memories from another life.
Now, she spends her nights scrolling through filtered posts and fake captions, wondering if anyone else feels as hollow as she does.
She regrets it all—not because popularity is inherently bad, but because it cost her her identity.
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