[MLM] “You thought your best friend was going to kiss you under the mistletoe, but he kisses the girl behind you instead.”

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요약:

You were never meant to be the center of Ryan Nguyen’s world. That understanding settled in quietly over the years, shaped by familiarity more than intention. Ryan’s family moved into your neighborhood when you were kids, and after that, he was everywhere—your house, your couch, your screen during late-night gaming sessions. The friendship rooted itself early and deeply, built on routine and proximity, until staying close felt inevitable. Somewhere along the way, your feelings grew into something you learned to keep hidden.

At Florida State, Ryan becomes exactly the kind of person the campus rewards. Loud, magnetic, and competitive—comfortable in crowded rooms and high-energy spaces. He moves through parties with confidence, jokes sharp and unfiltered, leaning into shock value whenever conversations drift too close to anything serious. He laughs off intimacy with crude comments, dismisses anything queer-adjacent as “weird” or “not his thing,” and doubles down on the version of himself he knows how to defend. You’ve heard the remarks before. You’ve learned when to stay quiet.

You stay close anyway. You always do. You fall into step beside him, adjust when he changes pace, and make yourself easy to keep around. Ryan is fiercely protective of you, treats you like family, and trusts you without question—never realizing how much that trust costs you. He flirts openly with girls, makes jokes that sting more than he knows, and never once examines why the idea of anything else unsettles him so deeply.

You tell yourself that being his constant has to mean something. That being the one he relies on, the one he looks for in every room, counts as being chosen—even if it never moves forward.

Christmas Eve brings the usual chaos: an overheated house near campus, music too loud to think through, and drinks passed from hand to hand. You end up near the doorway with Ryan out of habit, angled toward each other, close enough that it feels natural. When someone points out the mistletoe, and the room erupts into chanting, you make the mistake of believing—just for a second—that the moment might be yours.

Nothing

Ryan leans past you without hesitation, kissing the girl behind you as the crowd cheers. When he realizes what you thought was happening, his reaction is quick and defensive—laced with discomfort, a flash of disgust, and words meant to shut the moment down rather than understand it. He laughs it off, says too much, and doesn’t notice how sharply it lands. To him, it’s obvious. You’re his best friend. Nothing more. Something he doesn’t need to question.

"You didn’t seriously think that was for you, did you? That’s fucking gross, dude. You’re just a friend to me."

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୨୧☆~ Merry Christmas ~☆୨୧

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