I mean, artwork, janitor bots, even starting youtube channel and other? It's just useless to put the work.

artwork - no one sees or reacts on it

Janitor - 200 messages and death card acquired.

Youtube? Same, 3 views and death.

Well, at least music... Nope. Everybody would just listen the start and throw away.

It's just like throwing pebbles in the void, hoping it'd would fill up someday. Should i continue or just abandon everything?

By the way I'm not interested in chatting with janitor bots because my proxies are free, and it means bad quality, every conversation goes to straight up orgy and... I can't just rp normally after reaching 100+ messages in one chat without ai forgetting mass of things. If it won't happen on 20th message tho.

I feel MORE unmotivated when i see someone with like 20 subscribers on tiktok who drew complete SHIT and he's being cherished by thousands while i just get 100 views and... What else? Nothing of course.