WARNING THIS PARAGRAPH CONTAINS TALK OF SA, SH, MANIPULATION, GASLIGHTING, TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS, AND DISTURBING TOPICS BE ADVISED!!!

So you all know how I have a boyfriend right? (Well had) So... I had to break up with him. I thought he was nice and sweet but he was not AT ALL! (So I'm going listing off the things he did and then explain them.)

1. He FORCED me to touch his inner thigh

2. He gaslighted me and manipulated me

3. He made s#icide jokes like "stop showing off your barcodes."

4. He showed me how to do SH

5. He cheated on me

6. He stole from me

7. Gossiped about me behind my back

8. And many more

Okay lets start with #1. When we were in public specifically sitting next to each other at a concert. He took my hand without my consent and forced me to hold, grope, and grab his inner thigh while he was wearing Pajama pants. He continued to keep it there even when I begged him to stop and pulled away until the end of the concert.

#2 He would force me to get up and get things for him saying that he would break up with me if I didn't get ip and get that thing. And also when I said I was sick he tried to make me go get something and tried to convince me that I wasn't sick and I was being dramatic

#3 when I used to do SH he would make fun of my scars and show them off to his friends and make so many more disgusting jokes about them.

#4 He made me sit down and watch as he took a pencil sharpener to his arm and do SH

#5 I found him with another man holding hands! Outside my house....

#6 he would snatch things from my hands and never give them back saying they were "his"

#7 While we were still together he told his friends that I was ugly and talk about me from when we were getting intimate and said he "didn't even like me anyways."

#8 I'll tell more when I remember more