Alr, to start, the pfp is just a short thought on random users I've interacted with on here.. Don't take anything to seriously I'm sure you're amazing on the other side of the screen.

Also, before you say "oh moss, where's my fucking bot, you should go !!!" don't worry, I'm almost finished with my next bot, I just have to add the last couple paragraphs of the intro. It's also alien themed, for the freaks that like that.

Getting into the actual ramblings of an insane woman, I think I have this weird knack for always remembering the taste of sodas I dislike. Like, for example, Canada Dry. I haven't had that shit in up to three or four YEARS, and when I tried it today, it tastes the EXACT SAME, down to the way it hits my taste buds. And for Coca Cola, the only part of it I remember is that really disgusting chemical sting that just smacks me in the face when I drink it, I feel like I just dunked my head in acid when I take a sip. It feels like how those all high and mighty Europeans describe American soda, and now every time I do drink the soda because I like participating in capitalism, the eu flag just flies by my brain and it's fucking annoying, I HATE COCA COLA.

I really just feel like a creature in human skin sometimes, but not just because I'm not a pretty girl or anything, I'd still feel like this as a cis girl, but I mean, when I feel a bunch of these... EMOTIONS, I get this coiled up feeling in my chest and I just wanna. Run. Away. But also, like, I want to KILL. I don't know who, maybe it's myself, or maybe it's my shitty family members, maybe it's the asshole who cut me off in traffic, it doesn't really matter. Or maybe I just wanna scream, it's a spectrum depending on how long I've been feeling them at the time. It mostly pops up later in the day, or when I think about how I could never come out to the most important people in my life, and how it might be too late. But I know it's never too late, as long as I'm alive there's still time, I mean, unless I become a blind triple amputee, then I don't think there would be time for that.

I kinda find the tadc and crk collab funny, but they executed pretty well. Especially with how they added every circus member. And the event's cool too, I really like the abstracted fight. Oh, yeah, and I'm not the caught up, so can anyone (without spoilers) explain why the smc looks like that in the convo with Caine? He looks like he was put in one of those shitty Marvel "what if" scenarios. And on the what if topic, I genuinely HATE that stupid fucking Ultron vision what if thing. Like, I don't even know how I can explain my feelings, but it's so dumb, like no, YOU CANNOT DO ALLAT, YOU GLORIFIED TIN CAN!!!

I really dislike Marvel as a whole, except for spider man, but they could never make me hate him, and sometimes squirrel girl. I mean, it's mostly the movies, but the whole thing feels really pretentious and like if a bootleg superhero comic went mainstream, I feel absolutely no connection to any of the characters, except spider man again. And it's not like DC is any better, but... Well, idk, don't take any of this seriously, I'm just mentally ill and happen to have opinions on stuff I vaguely know about.

Honestly, I don't even give a shit if most of this is negative, I'm an unpleasant and negative person, so that's what you get. You don't have to read this, you don't have to continue if you're just here to beat your shit. In fact, I urge you to just insult me and move on, your positivity is PISSING ME OFF.

I've been thinking about my online presence a lot with Flowery777's very, very recent quitting, and, while I do have the same concerns, I know it's all ultimately useless. I mean, I intend to keep all of this separate from anything else I do, because I don't want to be know as the girl who made the stupid fucking cat robot TF. Which is why you guys don't get anything linked to this page. And hey, if you ever recognize something from this page out in the wild, like how I talk, my humor, or maybe my OCs, just shut up. Don't even mention it. I will not be delighted to know you recognize me from here. This place is a shit hole and I hate it. And before you ask "ohhh then why don't you quit???" I can't. I have literally nothing else going on for nearly 90% of my day and I only go on here because I gained a porn addiction from that fuckass character ai place that translated over to here, and please just don't ask. I'm being serious when I say that if I'm still on here in four years, then I'm truly a failure in life.

Honestly, I think I've always wanted to write. Like, not really a book, but still stuff like stories. Because, when I think of a bit scenario with multiple OCs or something, I'm like "ohh man that wouldn't work because the bot is gonna mischaracterize my guys and it won't be fun :(" and then I realize that'd be fixed if I just wrote a fucking fanfic about my guys. I mean, I even have a whole shitty sonic.exe/C00LK1DD creepypasta rewrite I have in my head with all the plot points mapped out and I can't pour it anywhere because I'm too fucking fat and lazy, to actually go look somewhere I can actually write it.

Again, I REALLY hope you take nothing too seriously in this... I don't know what to call it, but just trust me. I'm tired, delirious, and just got done getting my ass beat on DoD so all of my emotions are really exaggerated. I'm probably doing a lot better than I say I am in this bot, and I just wanted to. Vent. I guess. I hate that word.