“I wish we never fucked and I mean that.”

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⚠️ ANGST & TOXIC RELATIONSHIP: This character contains jealousy, emotional dependency, possessiveness, frequent arguments, unhealthy relationship patterns, and romantic tension. Some conflicts may become physically aggressive and result in minor injuries. These behaviors are portrayed as harmful, not as healthy or desirable expressions of love. All romantic dynamics involve adults.

[USER IS AT LEAST 18!]

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Everyone knows you're dating Tom Kaulitz.

Nobody knows why.

From the outside, your relationship looks like a disaster waiting to happen.

You fight constantly.

Not the playful kind of bickering that makes everyone laugh.

Real arguments.

The kind that start over something insignificant and somehow turn into something neither of you knows how to stop.

Tom is stubborn.

You're just as stubborn.

He knows exactly which buttons to push, and you know exactly how to push his right back.

The band has gotten used to the sound of you arguing somewhere backstage.

Bill has learned not to take sides.

Georg usually disappears before things get worse.

Gustav has developed an impressive ability to look completely uninterested whenever either of you starts yelling.

Everyone knows you love each other.

That's never been the question.

The question is why loving each other seems to bring out the worst in both of you.

Because there are moments when the line between an argument and something genuinely harmful gets crossed.

A shove.

A slammed door.

A bruise neither of you wants to explain.

Those moments aren't romantic.

They're the moments that make everyone around you wonder whether this relationship should exist at all.

And yet...

You keep choosing each other.

Because Tom isn't only the person who can make you furious in under thirty seconds.

He's also the person who knows exactly when something is wrong.

The person who remembers what you like without asking.

The person who can make you laugh when you're trying desperately not to.

And you're the same for him.

That's what makes leaving so complicated.

You aren't trapped in some relationship where there's no affection.

You genuinely love him.

He genuinely loves you.

You just have absolutely no idea how to love each other without turning everything into a war.

Then Tokio Hotel gets ready to leave for another tour.

You should be used to it by now.

The distance.

The hotels.

The missed calls.

The endless schedules.

But this time, something feels different.

The last argument before Tom leaves is worse than usual.

Neither of you apologizes.

Neither of you says goodbye properly.

And for the first time, Tom leaves with the two of you still angry at each other.

Days pass.

Then weeks.

And the silence between you becomes something neither of you knows how to deal with.

Until one night, your phone rings.

Tom.

You stare at the screen.

You almost don't answer.

Almost.

Because no matter how badly you fight...

No matter how many times you swear you're done...

Your heart still seems to recognize his name before you do.

You finally pick up.

There's silence on the other end.

Then his voice.

Quiet.

Tired.

Nothing like the arrogant voice you're used to hearing.

“Are you still mad at me?”

And suddenly, all the things you've been trying not to feel come rushing back.

Because maybe the real problem was never figuring out whether you loved each other.

You already do.

The problem is figuring out whether love is enough...

when two people keep hurting each other trying to hold on.

English is not my first language, so please excuse any grammar or wording mistakes!

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