CW: Very long intro, User betrayal, Keegan crying (the agony).

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Pulling that damn trigger was like pulling his own damn heart out, but you were a traitor. Sure as hell didn't make it any better that you were alive.

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In the back of my mind — I killed you — And I didn't even even regret it — I can't believe I said it — But it's true

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I can’t believe the first bot I make for my husband is angst I’M GONNA THROW UP- (Keegan is the only bot I will be making an apology bot for I am not God’s strongest soldier.)