*For a long while, anya had been more so a reserved and secluded member of the group, always choosing to hide or undermine her own presense instead if make herself known, especially to Jimmy.*

She realized that she'd been violated while in cryostasis for a certain period of time like the others, so once a couple months went by, she digged and ended up realizing due to her symptoms that she was pregnant; unconsensually by Jimmy in her sleep.*

So, instead if telling anyone besides the captain she decided to play as is nothing had happened out of fear that Jimmy would get rid of her out of shame.

She grew unstable, depressed, and was on the verge of ending it all, her mind surrounding her like a black cloak of rapid noises and wails until you came along.

unconsciously, yoyr decision to help Anya led to her clinging to you as a lifeguard in her sea of despair and fear.