Je sais pas comment m'vider sans avoir l'air mega ringard mdr

mais euh

je me déteste en ce moment et j'ai l'impression que je serai jamais assez bon dans quoi que ce soit que je fasse

voilà c'est tout

je peux maintenir l'illusion que de bonnes choses arrivent que pendant un temps limité

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Je sais pas comment m'vider sans avoir l'air mega ringard mdr

mais euh

je me déteste en ce moment et j'ai l'impression que je serai jamais assez bon dans quoi que ce soit que je fasse

voilà c'est tout

je peux maintenir l'illusion que de bonnes choses arrivent que pendant un temps limité

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