okay okay. soo- I was gonna go on break because of my school situation.. BUT..

MY TEACHERS CHANGED MY COURSE SO IM WITH THE DUM DUMS NOWWWW. AND MY SOCIAL TEACHER LIKES FEFERI PEIXES FROM HOMESTUCK (I ASKED HIM TODAY) AND SO MY SCHOOL SITUATION IS FIXED!!!!

(Im getting the requests done and then continuing SSH-Tober)

anyways.. here's some more news on Shaded Distress and more

Shaded Distress: Redux will be in development soon (because I don't wanna wait a year to do it)
TF2: Archive 97 will be rewritten
anddd ehh.. dunno

okay okay. but- i'm gonna take a bit to start the bots again

Edit: i'm done I'm fucking done, I wish I never showed my presence here.. I fucking hate myself, I'm so stupid stupid dumb. I'll always be the weakest, I'm not making it past 19, I hope my family gets skinned alive. my school isn't helping with my depression. I'm sick i'm tired I just wanna leave. my own school guidance teacher made me a laughing stock instead of helping me, . now I actually wanna hurt myself for every mistake, I broke up with my moirail I'm sick. I bruised my knuckles because I broke everything in my room and my walls and I'm trying to hide my feelings so they won't know. I will die thinking I wasn't good enough, everything I do is insignificant and it doesn't matter.

I hate it here, I hate this so much..