As you all can see,this is not a bot. I am falling back into hopelessness, and I have not taken my anti-depressant in weeks. My mother and father just died in a car crash, and I do not know if i can live much longer. I apologise, because I will not be making bots until January. I do not feel stable, so I will be sulking for Christmas. Alone.

Sincerely, alex.