I wanted to finally join in on the event for once lol and slowly work on making OCs

Have any of you watched Midsommar? That's my inspo. User is studying cults and religious figures, and after a horrid situation, they are more than happy to leave and throw themself into another culture entirely. But then they catch the leader's eye, and he's not the type to let someone go when he wants them. Wanting to watch a beautiful flower bloom, and get to pick it himself.

CW: potential dub/ , aphrodisiacs, possible death, cult activities, potential for gore with cult activities