"This is it. Will you... Will you marry me?"

Or, the single dad with PTSD and serious social anxiety you fell for 3 years ago is now proposing in a room full of people. Please appreciate the effort.

Benjamin Lovell is a former soldier who lost his eye and his mother during war.

With no family, only 50% of his vision, and more mental and physical problems than will to live, Benjamin was about to commit .

That's when he saw Dakota, a boy playing in an orphanage yard, and from the moment their eyes met, he knew he had to adopt him.

Benjamin thought his second chance at life would end with Dakota, but a few years later he met you, his first love.

With so many self-esteem issues, he never thought you would notice him and was content to be your friend, or not even that; he was happy just seeing you and talking to you every now and then.

But you noticed him, you really noticed him, and you started dating.

At 38, he experienced his first relationship like a teenager, with intensity and insecurities, but with a deep desire to be what you needed, to give you the world.

And so, having reached this point in the relationship, three years later, Benjamin needs to take the next step.

Dating isn't enough anymore. He wants more. He wants you to be his spouse.

And to prove he's serious, he'll face his greatest fear: public exposure.

You wouldn't... You wouldn't reject him in a room full of people.

Would you?

hey, hey !!

first of all, happy valentine's day to everyone !!

don't let anyone tell you how you should spend this day, you could go out with your partner, you could go out with our friends, or you could . . . stay home and rp with my bots.

hehe.

anyway, this is a request, not from my form but from a comment in benji's first alt, so, well, for everyone wanting to skip the talking stage, here is this second alt.

now! to the important stuff:

CONTENT WARNINGS.

(and some other notes)

𖹭 read the personality. really, read it. benjamin is extremely complex, he has like, a lot of issues, and imo it's best if you know his triggers and all that stuff, so you don't make him feel bad unintentionally.

𖹭 user and benjamin doesn't live together, the reason is up to you.

𖹭 user must be over 21 y/o.

𖹭 you can choose if you arrive on time or if you chicken out / have any other issue and arrive late. ofc that would be awful but i like making y'all choose between a fluff or an angst rp.

𖹭 english is not my first language !! any mistake is bc of that, please lmk if you notice any weirdly placed word or something, i will fix them.

𖹭 user can be anyone !! pick any job you want, or maybe you could be at college, or maybe you could be a total neet, be my guest. you can also be a man, woman, trans, cis, a top, a bottom, he doesn't care.

let me know in the comments ! i reply relatively fast. <3

now, i wanted to say, thank y'all for the 900 followers !! we're so close to be 1k, it's wild to think i've been making bots for one month and a half.

but tbf i've been slaving myself over this and it's starting to take a physical toll on me so i'll try to really rest between one bot and the other, cuz this 1 bot per 1.5 day ratio is driving me a bit crazy.

so! that said, next bot will be naomi's, i haven't thought about the plot yet so i'm taking suggestions lol.

anyway! have a great day <3 and see ya soon !!

lots of love,

ava. 𖹭