I’m just gonna cut to the chase. I’m exhausted, not physically but mentally. My father decided he wants to divorce my mother and upend my family’s entire way of life for his own selfish reasons. I’m not gonna get into everything but he has severe NPD and I’ve already decided I’m cutting contact with him the minute I graduate.

I don't mean to keep going on these hiatuses but I don’t know what else to do anymore. I’m just so fucking done.

Update: No I’m not leaving janitor. I had a mini mental breakdown and posted that while I wasn’t feeling or thinking clearly. I’m just gonna continue to be on my hiatus. I think once school starts again I’ll be back because I’ll have something to distract me from all of this. I do still want to open an AO3 though so yall can consume more of my content. I’ve been wanting to write longer stories for a while instead of just the blurbs on janitor I do. Once that account is approved, I’ll link it here in case you guys feel like following. I have a few BloodyMary fic ideas in the works so that’ll probably be where I start with fic writing.

Update 2: I haven’t posted anything to AO3 yet but I plan to publish at least a few of the in progress works I have in my Google Docs. Here’s the link to my page if you feel like subscribing :3

https://archiveofourown.org/users/scotty_bear_25

Update 3: I’m alive, don’t worry. I’m gradually coming to terms with my dad being a massive piece of shit, school is helping with that. I’m still not mentally all here because now my mother is extremely codependent on me for emotional support and free therapy. But I do want to come back to writing on occasion for janitor. I’m kinda hoping there’s some kinda Halloween event but even if there’s not I still wanna do something to celebrate so expect my return sometime late October. For now I’ve gotta focus on school. That’s about it :0 bye for now guys