Yeah, I'm old now. Today, planned: eclipse, VTuber debut, Genshin Impact, Snezhnaya, and Sky the children of the light party at my nest with friends! I'm no olddddd blehh. I wish I wasen't so self depreciative when I was young especially when I started to doubt my gender (I was 10) and realised I wasen't confused but trans (I was 12) and kept denying and pushing the thoughts aside and overs3xggualing myself and feminizing myself until I was 15 when I finally accepted myself and my gender dysphoria. (yes I'm renting my austisic ass need too. you can't stop me) even through all i've forced myself to live because so many trans off themselves I just also wanted to see my mom smile again. (she does smile but I still feel like failure of familyTM.) back in my day, I didn't had an iphone. (ahhhh I have such a love hate relationship with the 2000-2010s and grew up with music from the 80s and 60s, the 70s they were no gud. ;-;)

to everyone, thank you.

thank you to let me live another day.

thank you to be there.

thank you for supporting me.

thank you for letting me sleep better.

thank you to make me smile.

thank you for your help.

thank you to help me learning.

thank you to keep me on this earth just one minute.

thank you to keep reading this long ass text I wouldn't even read myself.

thank you for supporting me and my creations.

thank you for not hating my ocs.

thank you for listening.

thank you to play with me.

thank you to listen.

thank you to be there.

thank you to be alive.

thank you to be with me on this international earth that bought so many of us together.

thank you to laugh.

thank you to smile.

thank you for the things you've done.

thank youy for your work today.

thank you to be there with me on this runaway journey I chose to start when I was at my lowest.

thank you to not run.

thank you for coming with me.

thank you for staying.

thank you to let me bring to life pieces of you through my home.

thank you to forgive me.

thank you to let me draw you.

thank you to be.

thank you for you for the things you haven't done yet.

thank you for everything.

Eat well
Sleep well
Play well
Learn well
Talk well
Fight well
In a very ordinary daily life

Even if you can't cry
Even if you can't laugh
Even if you can't sing
Even if you have nothing
Even if you can't love
Even if you're not loved
I still want you to live