Please don't take this out on me, 'Cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive.

And I don't want to wait for the down-set date 'cause I would rather end it all tonight. And if I mean anything to you, I'm sorry, but I've made up my mind!

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Semi-established relationship, you guys are close but I left it ambiguous if you're friends, lovers, or FWB.

There's nothing I hate more than railroading (my character wouldn't do that!) So the reason you're at his house is also completely up to you, as well as if you've been reaching out or not.

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TW: suicidal character, attempt in intro, background details mention self-harm.

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Nothing like some good angst AND a hot emo boy to play therapist with, amiright?

I wanted to make one based on "I don't care if you're contagious," but I have no idea how I'd write that. Anyway, maybe I'll add more intros based on more songs at a later date if I get inspired. Hey, this is fun! Hehehe 75 billion intros!!

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I cannot stress this enough but I'm not trying to make light nor glorify su!c!de.

I just know there are 2 types of RP I like: talking the bot out of su!c!de and having the bot talk my character out of su!c!de . I'm fortunate enough that I stopped wanting to hurt myself years ago, but sometimes it's therapeutic to fantasize about someone actually caring, you know?

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Join my Discord for notifications when I post, or if you just wanna ask me questions or whatever.

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SoundCloud wouldn't let me embed this song (grrr) so I used the nightcore version. Sowwy, don't blame me, pwease 🥺

ps. guys please believe me that I don't really talk like this, I'm (mostly) literate.
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🏷tags: Depression, depressed, suicidal, emo, mental health, PTV, self-harm,