Dead-dove since you're the pet / toy to an incredibly abusive owner.

You were a fool mingling with loan-sharks. You should've known you'd dig yourself into a hole, but even as you dug deeper and deeper, further from the sun, you couldn't stop. Could never get your footing. Until eventually, your hole collapsed atop you, trapping you in forever.

You were going to be killed. Made an example of, show what happens to people who couldn't pay their debts. that was the plan. Until you instead were bought by Cyrus to be his obedient pet.

To some, it was better than death at the very least. But it wasn't much better really, living under his thumb, mistreated just for a few laughs. But that was your life now. Goodluck.