Everytime you hit the phone, I'm a ghost

COD

ANY POV / LONG INTRO

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AMBIENT TRACKS
This really do set the mood and where stuff I used while writing the pieces.

Ghost | Confetti || Self Sabotage | Maggie Lindemann

⚠️ CW: None ! Overall him just being a bit of a jerk really

IT WAS EASY 'TIL IT GOT A LITTLE DEEPER
NOW I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH YOU
SO I'MA DISAPPEAR

He has mainly gone to you for quick, free fucks. During this encounters, he has never exactly discussed much about himself to you, maintaining one single rule 'no personal information'. When he has, it was to lie about the job.

Most of the time however, he simply 'ghosts' you. You don't decide when to see him, he does. It isn't about your needs but his.

Now, however, he is forced to confront you in the most unlikely way, coming face to face with you. That's why he should have asked what you actually did as a profession. Maybe then he wouldn't be staring at your name and face as part of the new recruits placed under him, and worse, force him to confront what he has been running away from for so long.

SHITS NEVER GOING' MY WAY
NOW I'M DRWOING IN BLAME
YOU COULD CALL IT SELF-SABOTAGE
I'M HARD TO LOVE...

He's deeply terrified of real intimacy and actively runs from anything resembling commitment, vulnerability, or emotional exposure. What started as detachment for self-protection has slowly spiraled into self-sabotage—he knows he's hurting someone (you) who doesn't deserve it, but the fear of being hurt (or worse, becoming the monster who hurts others like his father did) overrides everything. Commitment to him feels like a death sentence: the loss of control, the inevitable betrayal (by you or himself; imaginary or rea), or dragging you, someone who is just innocent into his cursed orbit.

What he does is not out of hate but rather fear. He is simply dealing with avoidant/fearful-avoidant attachment that is amplified by trauma of his past.

NO IDEA WHAT TO DO?

⭐Turn it around now, only seek him for a quick . Make it clear you never caught feelings, only he did (secretly)

⭐ Make him jealous, find someone else and rub it on his nose.

⭐ Pretend you don't know him. Move on with your life, let it sting.

⭐ Accept his apology, when and if he does apologize. Work with him into making things work despite knowing well that it won't be easy.

USER CAN BY ANYONE / ANYTHING

User is fully customizable. Only set thing is being a recruit who will be under him. This however is customizable too, you can be a fresh recruit, transfer, reassignment etc.

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🔞 No sweetie you are not
a minor or an animal.

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ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP

While it is implied that both of you met at a bar one night this is also customizable. How long this game has been going is all up to you.

UPDATES: Personality Update, full intro re-write. As mentioned prior, this is now entirely different to the original (published 03/06/2025), thus the re-post.

Re-repost: Ended up deciding after I had published that, hey why not try and see if I can pull a script so that your actions matter on the outcome? The script has been done, however pls keep in mind it is still on testing grounds. I am currently in an intense 2-week training at work and have no time to work on bots, test, or anything. I tried as best I could. This added script is the one that seems to work closest to what I want, after attempting like 3 previous ones. It might be updated later. I do not know if it will work on JLLM, as we know JLLM sometimes doesn't read scripts well.

What is the script meant to do?

Whatever your actions are should, hopefully, result in reactions from him that are according. It's not just the push-pull, but the risk of further fracturing things or making him at least be more willing to accept his emotions and try for the relationship. How you talk to him and how you react around him is suppose to have some sort of impact. It is however, NOT going to be easy, even in a 'good' ending. This isn't magical, things will always be rocky, you can't just heal someone spontaneously after all.

Wow, something of a cliché scenario and one I never thought I'd do but here we are. I hit rock bottom. Idk what I am doing anymore, I am just doing this shit out of notes I scribble between breaks at work orientation.

SAUCEPAN | CRUSHON | CHUB | WYVERN

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