I don't even know where to begin with any of this but here it goes.

For those who don't know, I am, or was, in a discord server with a few other Unstable Universe bot creators on here and talked with them. But recently and I'm unsure if any of my friends noticed it earlier than me, I've become more emotionally withdrawn from everyone including family, friends online and in person, classmates, and others. I don't really understand why since I'm bad at reading emotions most of the time but I think that either Janitor is part of the problem or that I've been becoming more burnt out.

I'm also not the best when it comes to seeking help. I often put up masks dedicated to whatever emotions my friends are going through at the moment and I've since grown tired of it. No, I have not been emotionally manipulating anyone but rather, I've been manipulating myself into thinking I can do things on my own without getting some help which unfortunately led to me neglecting my own health for some time. But now, I'll try and make some time for myself since school started again and there are other things in my life that are harming me more than helping me.

If you recognize me as friends with other bot creators such as Leo__Woke, XxJace_KittyxX, Neska, and Heraphims_Reverie, then no, I am not involved with the drama happening. I was not aware of any of it, nor did I notice the signs any sooner. But seeing the doc makes me sick because I poured what small trust I give out to them and now I feel like I don't know them anymore. I am not mad at anyone, I just stopped feeling anything at this point. I was already questioning myself mentally when one of my other friends, Yumi, dropped the bomb about Yura, and seeing the drama that I failed to notice simply because I chose to distance myself from them felt like I was drowning in that same self doubt again.

To the ones who requested the TF!AJ, TF!Pyro, UU!Spoke, UU!Jumper, and Fem!Jack Vice/Primitive Dragon Saber, yes, your requests will be done as soon as possible. I apologize for making you all wait this long and I'll be sure to release the bots at some point in my break.

I don't know if I'll quit Janitor after releasing the bots, but I feel tired in general. Not like physically, but emotionally burnt out. I still have questions for a certain someone that I will end up asking soon. But I will not share anything else beyond what I know because that's all I know. So don't go harassing me or my friends, if we still are friends will depend on them, but just know that I'm distancing myself from everything.

God, I feel like an idiot for not checking any sooner even if my mind hasn't been in the right headspace for days now. Again, I'm truly sorry for whoever I ended up hurting for being so emotionally distant.