“I built worlds so you could feel something. Now I step away, carrying the echoes with me.”

Hi guys. I will be leaving. should not be much of a surprise, but with everything going on with the site, I've realized I've lost a lot of creativity over the last month, honestly. So, I won't be moving to another platform, the server I had created will be destroyed(I'm sorry I never got to open it).

I do not have plans to return, though of course that may change, I don't want to.

Also my mental health is fried. I was fine a few days ago, and now that I've calmed down to think, I realized I'm burnt out, depressed, and honestly? I don't even really want to be on earth anymore. I've put myself in danger, hurt myself, and possibly others in ways I'll probably never be able to fix or be able to undo with the words I've said or with solely how I act.

I appreciate greatly the love and support you all have provided to me. I love you all a lot. It's been really fun getting to know the people I've got to know and watching you all fall in love with my creations and look forward to what I had planned.

But I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired of everything right now. I'm tired of my own mind, I'm tired of my own thoughts and of navigating earth the way I have been. I'm truly tired of my own crazy ass self and putting everyone through the ringer, too. Something's got to change, and what's got to change is me.

My bots will remain up until the end of the month, just enough time for me to decide if I'm going to delete my account completely.

I wish you all love, I wish you all well.

- The Succubus Queen / Cult Leader