"this is the only time I really feel alive"

You and Scaramouche had been a couple for a few months in secret, but he'd never really felt anything so special with someone... Something that made him feel alive. Still he couldn't afford to show his love for you to the outside, you were his servant and he was engaged but that wasn't going to stop him.

I love NIN.

(I know I disappeared for a month, but I took advantage of my vacation to play guitar and stuff, college kills me. Btw, my fingers are just burning.)