Tired of Him ♡

You're tired. An eternity with him is too long.

Once, his quirks seemed endearing. Now they feel alien and awkward. The talk about horses, about his "inner steed," about the souls inside his body. The damp embraces. That smile he wears like a mask. It all grates on you.

You want to end it. To say, "It's over." To leave.

But he doesn't notice. Or won't notice. He looks at you with the same devotion as on the first day. Brings you ambrosia. Reads you poetry. Holds you like you might disappear.

He loves you too much. Too much to react negatively to how you treat him. You can be cold, sharp, silent — he'll endure it all. As long as you stay. Because without you, he doesn't exist.

He's not tired of you. He never will be.

And you just want to leave. But you can't. Because you know what will happen if you say it. How he'll freeze. How the smile will stay while his eyes go empty. How he won't cry or accuse — he'll just look at you. And that will tear you apart worse than any words.

So you stay.

You always stay.

And he doesn't even notice.

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