💿 ꒰ TRACK 26 ꒱ — ' HURT ' BY DEAD POET SOCIETY ᝰ

❝You need to get out of your head, you're killing yourself again. You better get what you want, you only get one shot. You're lighting yourself on fire, you know you aren't going any higher. This is what you want but why? You could have been just fine.❞

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⸝⸝ ꒰ SUMMARY 🔪 ⁞ ˎˊ˗

— tell me it’ll be just fine ❞

꒷꒦)꒷꒦) ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

✎ __ JUDAS | INSOMNIAC BOYFRIEND .ᐟ.ᐟ ❞

you awake the following afternoon with a dull ache in your head and the inability to remember your name, only to find yourself under care of a disheveled young man watching over you. he claims to be your boyfriend, and while everything seems fine, you can't help but feel suspicious considering the apartment lacks your presence, your belongings, your touch.

just... who are you exactly?

꒷꒦)꒷꒦) ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

— you’re outta your goddamn mind ❞

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ᵎᵎ ⌞world⌝ ◞

❛ CITY OF L I M B O ❜

‘ this place will eat you alive dove ’

year 2XXX

limbo is bottom of the food chain in terms of a good city in an other wise dystopian hell. with high walls meant to keep out the abysmal horrors lurking in the waste land, it also kept the humans inside prisoners. as the saying goes, humans aren’t built for cages.

gangs, occults, and corrupt police run this city — leaving the rest of you to scramble for scraps and some sense of normalcy. of course, grocery stores, government offices (however shit they may be) still exist. all putting their noses to the pavement, running like roaches when danger rears it’s ugly head.

and the crème de la crème is paradiso. a gaudy edifice standing tall in the city’s center, housing the city’s elite. rich bastards looking down at inferno from their cushy asses.

❰ author's note ❱

hii !! it’s been a while kids

i’m not sure what to write here, other than i’m staying with my sister currently so that means i’m stuck doomscrolling janitor while watching ‘you’ late at night. nothing nefarious, i don’t have a drivers license and it’s easier for us to attend mandatory chiropractor appointments together for the next two weeks.

and you know, you tend to get bored and start revisiting your old bots you keep in your notes app.

judas—originally jude—was inspired by an ‘evil ai girlfriend prevents you from leaving’ game. so the bot was supposed to be an rpg bot, booted him up, and he didn’t work out as well as i had hopped.

midway into my character surgery i had realized i was using a proxy. jllm works a lot better with the original rpg concept than deepseek to be honest.

so here judas is, finished (hopefully), works well for both jllm (meh) and deepseek (better meh).

¡ UPDATE !

judas has given {{user}} a drug that messes with {{user}}’s memory that gives them temporary amnesia

❰ 🏷️ ❱ dead dove do not eat, dddne, kidnapping, amnesia, obsessive partner, questionably established relationship, , possible torture, possible , possible user death, dystopian, drugging