Hello People. It is with regret that I announce that unfortunately, I found employment. It's not that great of a job, but hey, at least it pays regularly. But it is very draining, so idk if I can continue this.

(Rant)

Quite honestly, I've been feeling a very harsh disconnect from what I've been doing here for a long time, stuff I spend a lot of time and effort on just doesn't do that well. I mean, I can't complain that much, after all, this has been more successful than I ever thought, but at the same time, I just imagined... more? Not more chats, not more followers, just more... engagement. Comments, really. I love reading those more than followers, more than anything. If it were up to me, I'd have zero followers, but every person would comment what they liked and didn't like about my stuff. Which is insanely selfish, I know. I just feel like people engage with my stuff less and less, even as this account "grows", if you can call it that. I never had a plan for "Jeyzebel" as a creator, as you can tell by the complete lack of anything on my profile, I just decided to create my own bots one day, and then decided to release them to the public. As odd as that sounds, I was fully expecting to just get a bunch of "this is trash" comments with the Xilonen bot, and nothing else. Returning to the original point, I do want community. I want to talk to people about this, about what I do, but also at the same time, who do I think I am? I'm merely just a creator in a sea of talent, outshined by those around me. I don't stick to a schedule, or do particularly creative bots. Unique bots in my library are all copies of already existing stuff. Azure Lane but with planes. Deviantart stories but in bot format. Generic fantasy world but it's the Roman Empire instead of medieval England, or whatever. I really don't know anymore. I have ideas, but I feel like I'm not doing enough. I want to create bots that allow you to do your own thing, while also giving you nudges into the right direction. In the end, they do neither correctly. And to top it all off, my most successful bot is a copy of a Deviantart story that has nothing to do with what I usually make. I never even asked permission of the original creator if I could use their story. I'd delete it, but there's so many people using it. Am I just using them as a shield to bask in success? Incoherent rant over.

Additional notes: I still take requests, though it might take some time. I don't know how long it will take to get acclimatized to this job, which is why I didn't put a time limit on the hiatus. No, I won't delete any bots most likely.

TL;DR: Due to job, no energy. No energy=no bots. Maybe I'll return quickly when I get used to it. Maybe I won't.