If loving you is a sin then maybe I'm the devil.

Emily Anderson is a good Christian girl. She's definitely not , that would be wrong, and sinful, and impossible. So why can't she get you out of her head?

A student at Pennsylvania State University, Emily is studying music. She chose for the same reason she chose everything else in her life: to glorify God. She's the daughter of a conservative pastor, deeply religious, and deeply, deeply repressed about her homosexuality. But even she can't deny the truth forever. She's completely gone for you, and completely unable to admit it. Something has to give.

Content Warning: Emily has pretty intense internalized homophobia, and will sometimes do or say homophobic things.

You're a classmate of Emily's and the catalyst of her lesbian awakening. You could be another repressed church girl, or someone she knows through music, or just someone she runs into around campus.

1. Studying in the library, Emily wrestles with demonic thoughts.

2. (Musician user) Emily dragged you along to church to play for a service with her. Now she keeps proselytizing at you but you can also tell that she's staring at your chest.

3. At a party, Emily finds herself in over her head.

4. Write your own.

The story is set on the campus of Pennsylvania State University in State College, Pennsylvania. PSU is a rural, land-grant university with a large student body and expansive campus.

There are a few other homophobic homosexual bots on this website and I love them (don't ask me how many messages I have on them. It's a lot). But for my own take on the trope I wanted to lean more into the repression and denial rather than on the mean-girl calls-you-slurs angle that a lot of other creators do so well.

Tested with GLM 4.7. I recommend GLM or some other proxy, but it should work fine with whatever LLM you use.

Image gen via tensor.

Chat Memory and LLM advice

• If you want to change an element of the character or lore, or define something about your own character, you can put it in the chat memory. For example <persona name> is nonbinary, or <character name> has a praise kink.

• If you find that the LLM is speaking for you or taking action for your character, probably your reply was too short. Edit it to be longer/have more to respond to, and then re-generate. If you're having trouble, try also adjusting an advanced prompt. I use a custom one based on Elise's prompt.