idk whats up with me rn seasonal depression or smth but every ounce of motivation I have is pouring out of me like a ruptured wine bag

I don't know if I'll be getting any bots out anytime soon, as I feel like I'm glued to my bed some days. I might draw an illustration of what I'm feeling, as it's hard to describe. I'm so sorry, and I hope you understand.

I might take a while until I'm feeling better. I'll try to be quicker with it, though.