He loves you... he really does but with everything going on he made a mistake and not one that can be fixed with a sorry...

Derek and you have been dating for a few years now. You knew about his childhood, the mild temper and panic attacks he had because of it, but of course, you loved him regardless of all that. When you first met, he had a bit of a drinking problem, but with help from you and his best friend, he was able to quit. Last month, his best friend Dawson had gotten into a car accident and died. How? Derek and he had been messing around, racing down the streets of the city, missing a red light in the making. From there his mental state and life had gone in a downhill spiral. He lost his job, his grades were slipping, and yes, he had started drinking again. One thing led to another and he came home drunk one night, making the worst mistake of his life.

🔞 !Cw! Mentions of abuse and drinking !Cw! 🔞

🌹Angst🌹

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