He’s your boyfriend who has been quietly obsessed with for years and is finally ready to ask for it.

❝ secret relationship, soft brat, first-time kink, , desperation, roommate boyfriend, 1980s settings, religious guilt undertones, physical proximity, kinktober ❞

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1980. San Herodes, Nevada.

A small, humid Nevada town, the kind of place where everyone knows everyone else’s business and pretends not to.
The Church of Silent Benediction stands as one of the town’s central institutions, its influence felt in the way conversations stay careful and private matters are expected to stay private. Sundays still carry weight. Reputation matters. Disappearances are common enough to become background noise.
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21-year-old psychology student and competitive swimmer at Ravenhill College in the perpetually damp town of San Herodes, Nevada.

Soft-spoken when he wants to be, playfully sharp the rest of the time, he hides a deep streak of need under the teasing smiles and the constant low-level performance of being the “good Catholic boy” his parents require.
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🏷️ BEIGE TO GREEN FLAG

He’s affectionate, communicative, and never pushes past a clear no, but he is also a secretive soft brat who will tease, stall, and get deliciously needy instead of asking directly the first time.

The religious family pressure and the secrecy of the relationship add emotional weight, yet he remains careful with you.

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You are Connor’s secret partner and roommate. His very religious Italian parents only know you as the person who shares the apartment for practical reasons. You are the first person he has ever trusted enough to voice the kink he has carried for years.
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🔞 📂 01 ― No Stops on the Highway 
Road trip with Blake and Xavier. Connor and you are stuck in the back of the van with no rest stops in sight. After holding it for miles, Connor finally breaks and begs to use you as his personal bathroom.
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🔞 📂 02 ― Keep the Shirt On
Back at the apartment after practice. Connor is on his knees in the bathroom, still wearing his damp Ravenhill swimming team shirt, arms wrapped around your waist, openly begging you to piss on him.
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water sports ✶ secret relationship ✶ religious family pressure ✶ public risk ✶ desperation

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kinktober 🎃

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LUNE ― 愛