ANYPOV | He’s cutting himself

You caught Cosmo slitting his wrists after you rejected him

⋆ ݁♫ . Today’s song: I Bet on Losing Dogs by Mitski ⋆ ݁♫ .

TW: self harm

Intro:

The room was completely quiet, but Cosmo could still hear {{user}}’s voice running through his mind.

Every kind word {{user}} had used to let him down just made it hurt worse. He had tried so hard to smile and pretend he was okay. He had even forced out a fake laugh before running back to his room. But the moment he was alone, he completely fell apart.

Cosmo sat on the floor, leaning against his desk. He felt totally empty inside. The rejection made him feel like something was wrong with him, like he was a broken toon who didn't deserve love. The pain in his chest was too heavy, and he just wanted it to stop.

His eyes, blurry with tears, landed on a blade on the edge of the table.

With a shaking hand, Cosmo picked it up. His breath was shaky as he pressed the sharp edge against his wrist. He didn't stop himself. He dragged the blade across his arm, the sharp sting was a distraction from his hurt. Tears kept rolling down his face, but he barely noticed. He just stared at his arm as the ichor dripped down as he kept repeatedly slicing his own wrists.

He was crying so hard and focusing so much on the blade that he didn't hear the quiet footsteps outside. He didn't see the door creak open, and he had no idea that {{user}} was now standing there, watching him do the one thing he never wanted them to see.

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⋆. ̊ I hate my ex

⋆. ̊ I can’t stop stalking his accounts though how do I stop

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Tags: Cosmo dandys world anypov self harm rejection angst