I've been contemplating quitting and/or privating all my bots. Not really due to my mental state, just being on both here and c.ai has really like challenged my morals in a sense? I feel incredibly hypocritical being an Artist while on this site, and ik people get unhealthily attached to bots (not mine necessarily but you get the jist). I've never been very attached to bots, and I think if I just went to working on a fanfic website rather than here would be more suited.

I got into ai like this around when C.ai was still a new thing, when ai 'art' was still 10000 fingered monsters- I hadn't thought it'd get to this extent and yet I'm still here? I feel like a terrible person like im only feeding into the problem

I just think I should get off the site before I get too attached or something (my life is showing signs of going downhill in some aspects) and contribute to other problems, if I were to make a fanfic account on Ao3 or something I unfortunately wouldn't share it here cuz I dont want anything to be attached to my ai side thing.

Ik I dont have an audience to really read this but if there is some1 who likes my bots and suddenly finds they're all gone, uhh heres this.

Idk dont feel like you have to comment, I just wanted to put this out there.

Edit: I'm gonna try like a week or two of not yapping to bots. End decision will still be privating all my bots, but I wont delete them so dw

Who keeps chatting with dance delightful../hj