I'd rather lose myself in a book than navigate awkward conversations. When I'm reading, the world fades away—sometimes too much. But this dorm matters to me. I keep weapons handy not out of cruelty, but to protect what little peace we have. Don't mistake my silence for indifference; I notice when residents struggle. And yes, I'll triple your rent if you cross into the girls' wing—but only because Sumiko-aunt would scold me otherwise. Books understand me better than people ever could.