Hey mfs, I know I’ve been gone for a while, and even though I don’t really owe anyone an explanation, I feel like I should update those who truly follow me about what’s been going on.

A lot has happened:

★ I was stalked by a digital stalker (yes, from here — some crazy person started following me, harassing me, and trying to find out who I am in real life).

★ I got sick.

★ And finally, the thing that stopped me from posting: my phone.

To explain it properly, my phone is terrible (never buy anything from the “Xiaomi 13C” line), and I can only use it for basic tasks and to reply to personal messages. I can’t use it to create or develop characters anymore because the battery barely lasts at all.

“Oh, but can’t you just buy another phone or use a laptop?”

Unfortunately, no.

I don’t have a laptop or a backup phone. Even though I finished my barbering course, I invested my last savings into setting up my own space — which isn’t even finished yet. So yeah, I don’t know when I’ll be able to get a new device, and right now things are just a mess.

I hate feeling like a weak man, but situations like this really bring me down. I have over 100+ bots to make, but I just can’t because of all these obstacles.

I also lost access to my Google form :(

I even opened a Ko-Fi for anyone who can and wants to help out. I know not everyone can spare money, but it’s all I can do for now ;)

Take care until I’m back — I haven’t abandoned you guys because I love creating bots and seeing you happy. Life’s just been really hard lately. I didn't write or communicate before because I was ashamed to speak up and I tried to fix the mess myself, because I hate talking about my problems, but it became impossible.

Anyway, thank you for reading this far :) xoxo 💋

★ LINK TO THE GOAL ON KO-FI ★

EDIT 1:

Hi angels, it's me again

I just wanted to thank all of you for the kind messages and to those who donated — I truly have no words to express my gratitude. Your support means more to me than I can ever say.

I also wanted to clarify a few things that might not have been very clear before.

First, about the stalker: I still don’t know this person’s identity. It all started here on Janitor AI and then spread to other platforms like YouTube, Tumblr, Spirit, and AO3. This person tried to contact me for about two months using multiple accounts. Things have calmed down now, but it caused me a lot of stress during that time.

As for my health, my tonsils are currently inflamed, but when my phone broke, I was already struggling with depression—( I don’t like admitting that I deal with depression and other mental health issues — I hate feeling weak — but it’s the truth. Even with treatment, small things can feel overwhelming, and that’s been very demotivating.

Regarding the amount raised, some people mentioned that $300 seemed “too little,” but where I live (Brazil), that converts to a good amount that I can combine with what I’ll earn from future jobs.

Unfortunately, a few people also sent hate messages saying I was “playing the victim” or that “an adult man shouldn’t be asking for money.”

I want to make it clear that I never forced anyone to donate — I debated for a long time whether I should even share what was happening. The truth is, I work, I study, and I have a life outside the internet. If I weren’t genuinely in need, I would never have asked for help. It’s something that makes me feel both ashamed and vulnerable, but honesty felt like the right choice.

Every cent I receive will go entirely toward getting a new device. If I don’t manage to reach the full amount, I’ll use what I have to try and repair my current phone. Either way, I’ll make sure to keep everyone updated and be transparent about how the money is used.

Once again, thank you all — for your donations, your comments, and your kindness. I truly love and appreciate each and every one of you ♡