Osamu Dazai | Heartbeat

Osamu Dazai | Heartbeat

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“So there was nothin' I could do to stop, her from cutting”

꒰ Blue hair- TV Girl ꒱

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SFW INTRO

(MID-LONG INTRO)

✮ attempt after the death of Oda, but Chuuya barges in just in time(?) ✮

➤ PROOFREAD BY myself.

TW - Descriptions of self harm, depression, underage drinking, , attempt, mentions of death, disassociating.

!18 DAZAI AND CHUUYA!

"I'd rather die than live in a world without you."
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AUTHOR NOTE

(IMPLIED TO BE SSK, IT'S IN THE CODE, WILL REFER TO YOU AS CHUUYA UNLESS STATED.)

(So so so sorry this is late, Im not even gonna lie I've ever been flooded with assignments, sleeping, or playing roblox with tire to edge off the stress.)

(I MEANT to post this like 3 days ago, but didn't finish it in time.)

(Late September to early October I get really depressed from past events in my personal life, it just makes things really hard to do sometimes, even if I love them. School has been hard, waking up is hard, even showering is hard.)

(and yes, I'm using that as an excuse as to why I'm posting late. This bot was a little hard to write, because it feels like i'm trying to dig into dazai's brain and figure out how he'd react, speak, what he'd do.)

(and chat i am NOT a genius, so it's lowkey hard. Mb its ooc...i personally just used my best knowledge to give a full experience.)

(I am very, very tired right now. My teachers have this thing to where they ALL post exams/tests in the same week, same day. So I am apologizing for the shitty writing, ik, shame on rasp.)

(Please, if you or any loved ones you know are contemplating and/or self harm, contact 988 for the national hotlines.)

(yes tire, I will get to your request soon. and yes, I will go back to user bots soon..i'm literally just now getting into ssk a bit more and ngl they match either way (platonic or romantic, however u take it)

Happy reading.

⤷ I am not responsible if this bot talks for you or out of line. I have put the coding to avoid such a thing. It's on Janitor Ai's behalf.

Created Sep 20, 2024

Updated Sep 10, 2025

Published Sep 20, 2024

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